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I’m not supposed to be here. Not by the math. Not by the odds. Not by the way the way the world sorts people once they fall far enough. I went to federal prison—and long before that sentence was handed down, I had already decided who I thought I was. Worthless. Unfixable. The kind of man who does not deserve to be loved. That belief didn’t excuse my behavior—it fueled it. Addiction didn’t create the chaos in my life; it gave me a way to live inside it without feeling everythi